guess it's been awhile since i really bothered to write anything on here. life has changed so much. i got kicked out of my mum's house for the 5th and final time. i am now living with my 2 best friends and paying bills and all that bullshit. it's kind of annoying though because my ex-boyfriend is living there to (he's my friends brother) so there is no escaping his ass. it's all right sometimes because we are friends but the rest of the time i would rather punch him in the face(or molest him). lol can't help the fact i still love the boy.... but anywayz, i think i have ataraxia.
Ataraxia (Ἀταραξία) is a Greek term used by Pyrrho and Epicurus for a limpid state, characterized by freedom from worry or any other preoccupation.
that's the definition straight from wikipedia. it's really weird because i used to freak out about everything and now i just... don't. it's crazy. but even when i got kicked out of me mum's and thought i was going to be living in my car (before things worked out with my friends and the bill situation) i really didn't care. hell i was even joking about just leaving my car parked in front of my job and just staying there. it was rather amusing. but shit worked out in the end, because i got bumped up to full time at my job so i've got the extra money to pay the bills. well guess that's alli really feel the need to blather about. l8r